27 February 2014, it's her birthday today....I was there to wish for her last year and little did I knew that I won't be there to wish her this year which was meant to be our year. I tried so hard so not to look at the phone nor touch as you are always running through my mind all the way.I miss you so damn much but I know whatever that I do will always become a nuisance to you.
I tried hard to not call you nor text you even when I know you've changed your phone number.I try my very best to not even place my footstep in Ampang because I know,I had wonderful memories with you there.Even when Karnan anne asked me to come over,I declined knowing that getting onto the U31 bus will bring back all those fond memories and flashback of the pictures we took over the period of last year.
I just asked both Shanu and Shanghiri to wish you on behalf of me,which I hope they did.I'm doing all this because I still have love for you but that doesn't mean I will ever cross you and make your life miserable as I did before.I'll let you lead a happy and peaceful life,won't come over and kneel in front of you begging you to accept me like I've done before.I'm still single and I chose to be, not being forced nor necessary as what you thought.You must've taught that I had somehow mend those broken pieces of my heart and carried on with life right? No I didn't,I'm in the same situation that you're in......I know,I understand you,I can read your mind even when it's been weeks that we've lost contact.I know you still love me and do miss me,it's just that your ego is holding you from doing so.
It's ok,after all what you do is what you get aite? I understand now,my karma is finally reimbursing itself.I'm getting put through the situation that I once put you through but I learned important life lessons here. I believe you'll be by my side one day,it just matters whether I'll still be breathing or not :) I miss you,Priya :(
My birthday is another 10 days from today,I had a blast last year with you and how I wish I could still do so with you beside me but anyhow,damage has been done and consequences has to be met after all.....If you do still love me,missed me and ever crossed my blog...you know what to do....I'll be waiting.....If not,I know I don't hold a place in you heart nor life anymore.
Yours Truly :
Yoheeswaran :D
