Little did you know Laling,that I missed you.I truly do and I'll always pray for your happiness wherever you go or who ever you'll end up with. I had the urge to come over and meet you but yeah,conscience stopped me from doing so.I'm single and lonely but still happy as much as I was even before I knew you. I just can't forgive you and the fact that you're 'tampered'. Been bugging me the first day we met,and yeah 'Till death do us part' turned into 'Someone do us apart'. So yeah,be happy with the faggot you chose to live with but let me tell you something. Think twice before you marry a man whom can't grow balls nor be a man.

Unlimited Happiness :)

Been 2 weeks since I've started working with Marine Department located in Port Klang.Work is easy and related mostly to my studies and I'm currently serving under the ISPS (International Ship and Port Facility Security Code) Enforcement Department. My line of duty is simple,go out and survey port security and facility,produce a small report out of the feedback and then approve whether the port's status as pass or fail. As easy as that and the best part is, the perks of travelling all around Malaysia, covering every regional and national port from north till south, east till west :) Might be going over to either Perlis or Kedah soon for my very own first audit. 5 days a week here in Port Klang and another 2 days over at the car grooming centre that i once worked with. Boss pays me on every Sunday which means I always have my very own hard earned money to spend rather than asking my father. Independent at it's best and the feeling of satisfaction you get when spending each buck of your own hard earned money is indescribable. Even when dad offers me pocket money, I tend to decline eventhough it's hurting but I'm basically getting myself used to it :) Only spend my own money not others,it's time for dad to get him some nice watch or cloths instead of spending it over me.
- I met this Chinese guy 4 years back while he was working over at a handphone shop and drives around in a Perodua Kelisa. Last Sunday when I saw him over at the grooming centre, he made his way into the bay in a white BMW 525i :D That made me ask myself,if he could why can't I? 525i is not my primary interest anymore...saw this advertisement of a 545i on web that day and there's only 1 ever reached the Malaysian market,4.4 litres V8 with double Vanos and quad exhaust ;)

Take a look at the Ass!

545i!

Just for you there....

Even while she's dying,I stood by her...held her hands tightly,promised to never let go till my last breath.I stay awake every single night praying to God to spare her life shedding tears whereby knowing that I'll spend the rest of my days without her. Everytime I'm back home,I'll spend at least a day max hanging around with her,eating and cracking jokes knowing that I'm veering off my routine responsibilities realising that she'll be happy even in her deathbed.Time went on,a disease that was once pronounced incurable was cured,tensions began to arise and she left.....She broke free from the hands that held her tight,dissappering from the eyes which shed tears and away from the heart which loved her.......I let her go knowing everyone human beings deserve a choice in life even if it has to sacrifice your very own at cost.cost. I'm broken,shattered and aimless but I hope happiness is all yours.Let me live with the sweet moments you gave me,I promise I'll never come across you anymore. One.One day you'll realise how loving and caring I was but trust me baby,I won't be there......Love you alot and always will 

My place in Lyrics :)

I'm a dude born and raised in Kuala Lumpur particularly in Sentul and then I shifted to a small town in the state of Selangor by the name of Subang Jaya. 2 months back,two local artist released their song highlighting both the places :
1) Stylo Mannavan - KL Kudimagan (KL Citizen)
2) Joe Flizzow featuring Altimet and SonaOne - Havoc

Feel free to check this songs out and support our ever-developing local artist :
KL Kudimagan - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDOqn4u15nc
Havoc - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUBYPlGrCxg

There is also a wall grafitti bearing the lyrics in Havoc located near SS15 wet market :) Coincidently,my girlfriend is from Ampang and yeah,I've tackled awek Ampang based from the lyrics :P Hahaha,Joe Flizzow,you the Man!

My Hood!

So,there you have it.A little something about my town,KL and Subang Jaya.Don't forget to watch em and do leave a comment below if possible :)
#Imma14bearingSelangor-ian ;)

A little town by the name of Lumut

Lumut is a coastal town (population 31,880) in the state of Perak, Malaysia, situated about 84 km from Ipoh, 12 km from the town of Sitiawan and it is the gateway to Pangkor Island. It is noted for seashell and coral handicrafts. This once little-known fishing town has since become the home base of the Royal Malaysian Navy. - from Wikipedia

A view from Lumut waterfront,RMN base in vicinity

From the day I knew,Lumut was very popular as it's the transshipment point for both people and goods to Pulau Pangkor just like Kuala Kedah to Pulau Langkawi. Pulau Pangkor is a small island which is very famous throughout Malaysia for its cheap and huge servings of seafood and I you do like seafood,this place is an heaven for you then.This small town also houses the biggest RMN base in Malaysia other than Teluk Sepanggar whereby frigates and corvettes can be seen alongside almost all around Pulau Pangkor.

KD Rahmat-decommisioned RMN frigate.Made as tourist attraction

Yup,there's a frigate for display whereby everyone can board it for an educational trip which cost around RM12. A little bit about the vessel,was built in 1966 by the Americans for Malaysian,armaments are classified,armours are classified too and vessel runs on a CODOG arrangement layout. CODOG stands for combination of diesel or gas turbine propulsion system which means the ships cruises using diesel engine while for high speed dashes,the diesel engine is disengaged from the prop shaft which is then engaged into the gas turbine transmission enabling for high speed chases. The Rolls Royce Olympus gas turbine is just as big as a normal sedan is but capable of churning 19,390 horsepower which is capable of tearing a house down and driving the forward with speeds approximately 30 knots+

Taking a nightfall picture with Her :)

I promised myself to spend that money and get inside her to explore much about what the 1966's contributed to US :) It may be old but the technologies used to are not and may seems to be pioneer for the next gen's of frigates. Today's frigate's are even driven on a diesel and electric propulsion system but never forget the predecessors whom she got it from :) Stay tuned,I might write about her with pictures supporting my sentences on the next post.Wish me that time has mercy on me so that I could spend a good amount of time inside her and get those precious pictures

Long live the Royal Malaysian Navy! - Yoheeswaran

Woman vs Transgender

I was going through Facebook few minutes back when this status of quite an influential trangender popped up on my homepage. Basically, from the status updated, a lady (real woman) inboxed that particular tranny on the way she dresses up. Many guys and girls started flooding the comment section supporting Mrs Tranny instead of that lady as she's seen to be offending the transgender community. Went through the tranny's profile stalking all her pictures and I was quite surprised with her dressing code. Cleavage's are mainly exposed in every picture. Was wondering if a real woman did so, what would public label her as? A slut, whore, vandi or pelacur?

Here,have a look with your own eyes. This is how they attend temple functions :( Wait, are you showing off that you have better assets than a real woman? The same temple function is attended by many young ladies, man and kids. I've seen few cheap shows like this in front of my very own eyes and trust me, it is nauseating and disgusting just to look at. Letting this kinda people to attend such function with skimpy clothes is a way to belittle your mother, wife and sisters who are real woman! Here,have a look at another picture:

Disgusting aint it? Well,even as a man I feel so disgusting, imagine woman being in my place and viewing such beautiful 'sceneries' themselves. This is a reason why I really hate going over to temple functions especially those being heavily attended by trannies. So back to the story, Mrs Influential Tranny thinks that its ok to show abit of cleavage and even defends her statement saying that God given assets are to be shown as woman are beautiful in every way. Well, covering up all those places where the sun never shines is not beautiful eh?

You own your body and there's no denying that but please do have some empathy. Put yourself in the places of others especially your mother or aunt's and feel the amount of negative or sometimes even derogatory terms being used to label your kind. If transgender are being ill-treated now, it means someone of the same kind has done something bad in the past which tarnished the image of modern transgenders. Another one more matter is what you do or how deep you're in love with your boyfriend or husband stays in between 4 walls and under a roof instead of being uploaded onto Facebook just to show how happy you are. Remember, a relationship stays between 2 person, not shown to the world. Instead of begging us to change our mindset, why not beg to your kind to change their dressing ethics first? Just a piece of my mind for your kind's betterment. Accept it if you agree with it or walk away if you dont agree with my opinion. Stop ruining my culture, if you still chose to do so, I would recommend YOU to embrace other religion which practices freedom :) Valge Valam Uden ;)
#3 cups of coffee and 5 sticks ciggie flew away just like that while I was composing this blog. Do appreciate my effort though.

Hat Yai,Southern Thailand

Last week,went over to Thailand over a 3 day 2 night vacation.I badly needed one after a few months of stressing myself.I had to work as usual the day I left to Thailand.Got back home,bathed and packed my clothes and left home around 9pm. Travelling by a bus 13 hours straight is a pain in the ass,Trust Me!So,what is the meaning of Thailand?Thai means freedom and yeah,everyone in Thailand practices freedom. Prostitution is legal,firearms are legal and so on with weed and such as long as they do not jeopardize the well being of other citizens.Now,that's how a country should be like :D

Day 1:
After getting my passport stamped,got into the waiting bus and headed off to Sadao via Danok. FYI,Danok is the first Thai town neighboring Malaysian border and real guns with live ammunition is sold in public.

Revolver's along with other guns and military equipment

It was crazy there,the crowds were huge and stuffy.Hat Yai was 60 km to the north and it took the coach captain approximately 40 minutes to reach the outskirts of Hat Yai. The first stop we had was in Nora Plaza where all kind off leather and skin products are sold. Wallets and handbags made out of crocodile skin can be purchased here for quite a cut throat rate :) Me and dad didn't spend much time inside but we went venturing outside into the local streets. Ended up inside 7E and it was awesome! Everything from toiletries to music cds and booze which could only be purchased in few shops in Malaysia. Yea,everything is available in 7E except drugs :P

That's my first Thai energy drink stop in 7E

Later headed over to Lee Garden Plaza Hotel for lunch. Lee Garden Plaza is a combination of both hotel and mall serving branded goods and built in movie theater.Entering the mall and hotel both needs you to go through a set of body scan since the hotel was bombed by Southern Thai terrorist few years back.The hotel is 33 storey's high and visible from any part of Hatyai and Songkhla. It's considered their skyscrapers and it looks quite magnificent though.Lunch was served on the 10th floor since the restaurant in the 33th floor is undergoing minor renovation.The scenes from 10th floor was quite breathtaking.

The Main Entrance

View from the 10th floor

Was standing on the main entrance for a snap :P

After lunch,got down to window shop around Chinatown and everything from huge ass prawns to Samurai swords are available here.Thailand is crazy people!

Huge ass prawn only 10 bhat/RM1

Headed back to the hotel for some light sleep and rest since was travelling 13 hours straight onboard the bus.Stopped by 7E to get a pack of Marlboro Lights and a can of Red Bull Extra.Marlboro was too light and the Red Bull was so bloody sweet that even sweet tooth's reject em.Later that night after refreshing myself,went over to the floating market whereby food are prepared and sold onboard boats.You don't have to get down but the food will be passed to you via a stick.The food are awesome and both Malaysian and Thai currency are accepted here.For less than RM10,you could eat 5 different dishes and the proportion are quite huge.

Songkhla style fried kuey tiaw.Quite sweet and spicy with chilli powder included

Central Hatyai at night with lines of food stall and souvenir shopping

Me and dad got lost in Hatyai but managed to walk back to hotel after 30 minutes of asking for direction.The problem here in Thailand is language barrier.Everyone speaks fluent Thai and none speaks English nor Malay and that is the main problem here.I did learned few Thai words to be used in case of emergency and any situations where I need to seek help.Walked back to the hotel,had a quick bath and dozed off to bed.I might have not gone into bed early if there was any phone coonection allowing to make calls to Malaysia.I had my loved ones especially mum and My Priya who was spending restless night knowing that I am absent from her for 3 days :(

Day 2:

Woke up at 7.30am for a 8am trip.Mind you,Thailand is 1 hour late compared to Malaysia.After breakfast,left the hotel and got into a waiting bus to head off to our first location.

The view of Hatyai from some hill in the outskirts

Downtown Hatyai

The view's from the hill was breath-taking and the whole Songkhla Province can be seen from the hill.Remember the skyscraper I was telling you about? It can be seen in a distant and appears to be small.There is nothing much one could be doing on the hill except photography.Next location was the best of the best!It's an elephant camp with ATV terrain and firing range.The elephant's were none of my interest but the guns were,I was like the most happiest kid when I saw guns displayed from a distance :D Back to childhood.

Beretta M9,my favourite handgun of them all :D

US made M1911,secondary weapon attached in COD:MW ;)

Last but not least,mother of all assault rifles,M16!

The shots from M16 was pretty deafening and the recoils were strong till the butt of the gun left a blue-black mark on my shoulders.Pretty awesome experience indeed eventhough it burnt through my pockets :( Where to next? KaohSing beach on the end of Songkhla province.The view of the beach was somehow different since it was facing right into the South China Sea and is not allowed to public's for swimming.The slopes are even steeper here compared to Pangkor. Not knowing any spot might consume you as sudden slopes are 5m and above.Thailand's navy base is also located here just beside the sea and it is easier summoning the navies into sea during any emergency.

Malaysian Nasi Lemak stall in front of Lee Garden Plaza

There is only one famous Malaysian delicacy available here in Hatyai which is nasi lemak ayam goreng in front of Lee Garden Plaza.The nasi lemak was great and first look at was so tempting.A plate of it cost 40 bhat which is equivalent to RM4 Malaysian ringgit. Since me and dad had nothing to do right after dinner,we decided to watch movie in the local mall.Since Pacific Rim and RIPD is not available,we had no choice but to say YES to Wolverine 3D,dad's first 3D movie experience :D He loved it. The movie was not up to our standards though.It just lacked the X-Men factor in it.Hugh Jackman travelling up to Japan to save Mariko from Yakuza and there goes the boring storyline. Wasted 17 bhat for it though.Any yeah,before I forget.....I experienced something new in the theater here in Thailand.Well,I bet everyone's been to cinemas in life right?Usually before the beginning of any movie,there would advertisements and such right?Thailand is different,after advertisements just before the beginning of the movie,a small documentary of Thai's Majesty is aired and without any order,everyone in the cinema was standing throughout the documentary meanwhile me and dad was sitting over like a BOSS :P We were the center of attention there thanks to our Indian skin colour. The documentary was all about the contribution of Thai's Majesty during the floods which hit Bangkok and several provinces.The King himself came down all the way from his mansion and helped his people out by distributing food and medical supplies.The Thai's are very respectful of their King and FYI,try not to belittle there King once in Thailand ok?It may get you slaughtered.Its a sensitive issue for every Thai.

The Ticket

Me and dad with our 3D glasses on

Later after movie,stopped for a take away over in McD. The burger's here are expensive compared to the ones in Malaysia and not much varieties are available. However,McD's and KFC's here serve rice with sweet and sour chicken and such......Shiok kan?Too bad,the menu was not available when we came over.I had my usual McD favourite Double CheeseBurger while dad had McSpicy Chicken if I was not mistaken. Walked back again to the hotel and this time,we didn't end up getting lost like yesterday.I memorized the routes and shortcuts so if I'm in HatYai again next time,I might walk you out bravely :P

Our late night supper in HatYai

CheeseBurger,not so tasty compared to the one in Malaysia.RM 11.60 bai!

Day 3:
Day 3 is our final day in Thailand which means we had to pack up and leave back home,Malaysia!Well,if you asked me,both Thailand and Malaysia has no difference at all other than the language spoken :)

A brothel right in front of the hotel

Dad in front of Songkhla's skycraper.Visible from any part of Hatyai

Left Songkhla around 9.30 in the morning after a grand breakfast.Bought few goodies from the local 7E and braced my ass for another 13 hours of ass aching bus ride back to KL.It was not hard finding a way back to the border since all it took is one straight road with not even a slight curve to the Danok-Changlun border.It took us quite sometime over at the Malaysian border since there was a tip off on firearms smuggling.Took more than half an hour for the green light from UPP members.

Last minute shopping over at the border