Yours Truly

27 February 2014, it's her birthday today....I was there to wish for her last year and little did I knew that I won't be there to wish her this year which was meant to be our year. I tried so hard so not to look at the phone nor touch as you are always running through my mind all the way.I miss you so damn much but I know whatever that I do will always become a nuisance to you.
I tried hard to not call you nor text you even when I know you've changed your phone number.I try my very best to not even place my footstep in Ampang because I know,I had wonderful memories with you there.Even when Karnan anne asked me to come over,I declined knowing that getting onto the U31 bus will bring back all those fond memories and flashback of the pictures we took over the period of last year.
I just asked both Shanu and Shanghiri to wish you on behalf of me,which I hope they did.I'm doing all this because I still have love for you but that doesn't mean I will ever cross you and make your life miserable as I did before.I'll let you lead a happy and peaceful life,won't come over and kneel in front of you begging you to accept me like I've done before.I'm still single and I chose to be, not being forced nor necessary as what you thought.You must've taught that I had somehow mend those broken pieces of my heart and carried on with life right? No I didn't,I'm in the same situation that you're in......I know,I understand you,I can read your mind even when it's been weeks that we've lost contact.I know you still love me and do miss me,it's just that your ego is holding you from doing so.
It's ok,after all what you do is what you get aite? I understand now,my karma is finally reimbursing itself.I'm getting put through the situation that I once put you through but I learned important life lessons here. I believe you'll be by my side one day,it just matters whether I'll still be breathing or not :) I miss you,Priya :(
My birthday is another 10 days from today,I had a blast last year with you and how I wish I could still do so with you beside me but anyhow,damage has been done and consequences has to be met after all.....If you do still love me,missed me and ever crossed my blog...you know what to do....I'll be waiting.....If not,I know I don't hold a place in you heart nor life anymore.
Yours Truly :
Yoheeswaran :D

Not Anymore

The once un-sinkable ship has now sank :) Makes me realize the truth behind these words 'Nothing lasts'.

1) While I was staying away from love and shit kinda alike,you begged me,shared your stories and hooked me up into your games but Not Anymore.
2) I hit you once, your mouth being the #1 cause yet you still bring back all those stupid stories everytime we argue so that you'll seem to be the sympathetic but Not Anymore.
3) You let me go while you were busy fighting cancer to which I stood firm by your side letting no one else to fill that 'crack' but Not Anymore.
4) I worked even harder than you did, my line of work requiring tremendous amount of physical strength yet I spent time to pay attention to your lame rants all night long but you working under a roof with air conditioners and such say that you're dead tired that you don't have anytime to text nor call me but Not Anymore.
5) When your bastardized ex's came over to harass you, I came rushing all the way for you to ward them off like a knight but Not Anymore.
6) I treated your friends like my sister but in the end, you assumed that I have feelings for them but Not Anymore.
7) You wanted me to block certain people out of my life but in the end you hid your fucking secret relationship with a Pussy! Such a cunning and cheeky bitch you were! but Not Anymore.
8) I changed myself in order to be with you ranging from Ego to Mannerism wise but you didn't change.Not a single bit but Not Anymore.
9) I go through the hassle and fatigue of travelling just to meet you but when I asked you to come over,you will always come up with a lame reason (Leg swollen,pus oozing off your nipple and such) to escape but Not Anymore.
10) I left my well-paying job in midst as the fact that you need blood transfusion where I got terminated but you said I didn't appreciate nor care about you? Not Anymore
11) What I do has to always be your concern ranging from answering calls of nature and such but Not Anymore.
12) When everyone was isolating you even during your own sister's wedding, I entertained you,provided you with company and at last what did I gain? Not Anymore!
13) You don't like me talking about my ex's but you do that all the time when you feel mistreated but Hey,Not Anymore!
14) When you were coughing yourself till death in Batu Gajah,guess who came to bring you over to the clinic?Not Anymore!
15) So,I can't attend Aunt Eunice's function eh?You in the other hand,sneaked out without my knowledge to temples and such but lets admit it,Not Anymore!
16) You were there to teach me a lesson,you were never a right one.You mingled with LGBT's and call yourself a holy woman?Remember the past?God wouldn't put you in such place because He/She knows what kind of arrogant bitch you'll turn into if you ever had all the perfect perfections!!! I don't feel sorry for you anymore,no remorse nor repentance....you were a bad lesson in my whole life,nothing more.Here's a little something for you,Cunt :
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DUN6DMPCJMc

Watch and enjoy :)

Little did you know Laling,that I missed you.I truly do and I'll always pray for your happiness wherever you go or who ever you'll end up with. I had the urge to come over and meet you but yeah,conscience stopped me from doing so.I'm single and lonely but still happy as much as I was even before I knew you. I just can't forgive you and the fact that you're 'tampered'. Been bugging me the first day we met,and yeah 'Till death do us part' turned into 'Someone do us apart'. So yeah,be happy with the faggot you chose to live with but let me tell you something. Think twice before you marry a man whom can't grow balls nor be a man.

Unlimited Happiness :)

Been 2 weeks since I've started working with Marine Department located in Port Klang.Work is easy and related mostly to my studies and I'm currently serving under the ISPS (International Ship and Port Facility Security Code) Enforcement Department. My line of duty is simple,go out and survey port security and facility,produce a small report out of the feedback and then approve whether the port's status as pass or fail. As easy as that and the best part is, the perks of travelling all around Malaysia, covering every regional and national port from north till south, east till west :) Might be going over to either Perlis or Kedah soon for my very own first audit. 5 days a week here in Port Klang and another 2 days over at the car grooming centre that i once worked with. Boss pays me on every Sunday which means I always have my very own hard earned money to spend rather than asking my father. Independent at it's best and the feeling of satisfaction you get when spending each buck of your own hard earned money is indescribable. Even when dad offers me pocket money, I tend to decline eventhough it's hurting but I'm basically getting myself used to it :) Only spend my own money not others,it's time for dad to get him some nice watch or cloths instead of spending it over me.
- I met this Chinese guy 4 years back while he was working over at a handphone shop and drives around in a Perodua Kelisa. Last Sunday when I saw him over at the grooming centre, he made his way into the bay in a white BMW 525i :D That made me ask myself,if he could why can't I? 525i is not my primary interest anymore...saw this advertisement of a 545i on web that day and there's only 1 ever reached the Malaysian market,4.4 litres V8 with double Vanos and quad exhaust ;)

Take a look at the Ass!

545i!

Just for you there....

Even while she's dying,I stood by her...held her hands tightly,promised to never let go till my last breath.I stay awake every single night praying to God to spare her life shedding tears whereby knowing that I'll spend the rest of my days without her. Everytime I'm back home,I'll spend at least a day max hanging around with her,eating and cracking jokes knowing that I'm veering off my routine responsibilities realising that she'll be happy even in her deathbed.Time went on,a disease that was once pronounced incurable was cured,tensions began to arise and she left.....She broke free from the hands that held her tight,dissappering from the eyes which shed tears and away from the heart which loved her.......I let her go knowing everyone human beings deserve a choice in life even if it has to sacrifice your very own at cost.cost. I'm broken,shattered and aimless but I hope happiness is all yours.Let me live with the sweet moments you gave me,I promise I'll never come across you anymore. One.One day you'll realise how loving and caring I was but trust me baby,I won't be there......Love you alot and always will 

My place in Lyrics :)

I'm a dude born and raised in Kuala Lumpur particularly in Sentul and then I shifted to a small town in the state of Selangor by the name of Subang Jaya. 2 months back,two local artist released their song highlighting both the places :
1) Stylo Mannavan - KL Kudimagan (KL Citizen)
2) Joe Flizzow featuring Altimet and SonaOne - Havoc

Feel free to check this songs out and support our ever-developing local artist :
KL Kudimagan - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cDOqn4u15nc
Havoc - http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HUBYPlGrCxg

There is also a wall grafitti bearing the lyrics in Havoc located near SS15 wet market :) Coincidently,my girlfriend is from Ampang and yeah,I've tackled awek Ampang based from the lyrics :P Hahaha,Joe Flizzow,you the Man!

My Hood!

So,there you have it.A little something about my town,KL and Subang Jaya.Don't forget to watch em and do leave a comment below if possible :)
#Imma14bearingSelangor-ian ;)

A little town by the name of Lumut

Lumut is a coastal town (population 31,880) in the state of Perak, Malaysia, situated about 84 km from Ipoh, 12 km from the town of Sitiawan and it is the gateway to Pangkor Island. It is noted for seashell and coral handicrafts. This once little-known fishing town has since become the home base of the Royal Malaysian Navy. - from Wikipedia

A view from Lumut waterfront,RMN base in vicinity

From the day I knew,Lumut was very popular as it's the transshipment point for both people and goods to Pulau Pangkor just like Kuala Kedah to Pulau Langkawi. Pulau Pangkor is a small island which is very famous throughout Malaysia for its cheap and huge servings of seafood and I you do like seafood,this place is an heaven for you then.This small town also houses the biggest RMN base in Malaysia other than Teluk Sepanggar whereby frigates and corvettes can be seen alongside almost all around Pulau Pangkor.

KD Rahmat-decommisioned RMN frigate.Made as tourist attraction

Yup,there's a frigate for display whereby everyone can board it for an educational trip which cost around RM12. A little bit about the vessel,was built in 1966 by the Americans for Malaysian,armaments are classified,armours are classified too and vessel runs on a CODOG arrangement layout. CODOG stands for combination of diesel or gas turbine propulsion system which means the ships cruises using diesel engine while for high speed dashes,the diesel engine is disengaged from the prop shaft which is then engaged into the gas turbine transmission enabling for high speed chases. The Rolls Royce Olympus gas turbine is just as big as a normal sedan is but capable of churning 19,390 horsepower which is capable of tearing a house down and driving the forward with speeds approximately 30 knots+

Taking a nightfall picture with Her :)

I promised myself to spend that money and get inside her to explore much about what the 1966's contributed to US :) It may be old but the technologies used to are not and may seems to be pioneer for the next gen's of frigates. Today's frigate's are even driven on a diesel and electric propulsion system but never forget the predecessors whom she got it from :) Stay tuned,I might write about her with pictures supporting my sentences on the next post.Wish me that time has mercy on me so that I could spend a good amount of time inside her and get those precious pictures

Long live the Royal Malaysian Navy! - Yoheeswaran